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Monday, June 15, 2009

Move on man

Yesterday was bad. I had a big fight with my room-mate. I made a friendly remark on his argumentative and opinionated attitude in an appropriate situation where I only thought I was expressing my opinion. I thought after 5 weeks of association and all the co-operation we shared, I earned it. He reacted violently. Never gave me my chance to explain. Never gave me a warning. Just jumped into room and started sorting out his stuff separating them from mine. I tried talking him into it and telling him I meant nothing personal. I was just being friendly. He just remarked that he doesn't care about who I am. He just said that we were two research fellows who are forced to live in the same room for 8 weeks and nothing more. Done separating his stuff, he just left the room and me into silence. I was dumb-struck. Never having received such a demeaning and hurting response. Most of all, I was hurt because I was trusting and caring on the wrong person. I will dare not imagine all the favors he owes me and I owe him. This is done. I just move on. I hold no hatred or guilt against him ( though it took me 2 hours of sobbing and 8 more hours of self loathing and introspection to stabilize myself). This person is neither the worth for expecting to come back to you, nor does he deserve looking back considering the kind of options he left me with.
I'll never turn back on him. I have nothing to feel guilty about. This is the first post of this kind from myself nd this is the first person of the kind I've ever met.

btw: http://www.life-with-confidence.com/deal-with-feeling-guilty.html
helps like hell.

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