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Saturday, December 5, 2009
New Year Resolutions (courtesy, vibsy)
Life is lost. Hell that has become my catch line these days. Let’s keep this part less depressing. Bokud dada suggested New Year resolutions (as big as possible). Let’s see.
1) I don't want to be turning all laila majnu about reddy leaving iit and stuff.
2) As ever, I have to improve my CG and this seems promising this time. This in fact is long due to be true. It'll happen this time. (yeah, lets kick ass) Mark my words.
3) I HAVE TO bring down my fat. This invariably has remained a fairy tale since my 11th class. :( Have to make it true atleast this time.
4) Is something that is out of my hands. It is in hands of a certain someone who will never make a move, and will never let me make a move and all I can do is hope I have sufficient time ( as in all time in the eternity) to make things work and finally make something happen in like next lifetime. (Good luck with that).
Coming again, there are more specific goals.
1) Starting with Jan, I need to confirm that I get DAAD scholarship successfully and I fly away Germany in Summer. (Damn! I wanted to spend more time with reddy :( ).
2. I want to learn JAVA, Python (and every other arbit programming language that will improve the weight of my resume).
3. I want to clear CFA (though the feeling is not strong yet, something tells me I'm gonna find a real need soon enuf.).
4. I want to stay physically fit. I have to do something before its too late. God why am I so lazy :( .
5. I have to trim out my long pending project with Prof. UC Gupta lest he starts taking out his vengeance on me. Quickly wrap up his project and get over the whole damn fucking thing asap. The guilt associated with this stuff is already killing.
6. I've lost a big deal of friends in last one year. I don't have many people to list as my favorites from kgp. Infact there might be a select 10. Life sucks when you lose friends. That is the last thing I want to do this year. I don't want to hurt anyone. Give all my friends opportunity, forgiveness and hope to be the best I can with them.
7. I want to fulfill all my responsibilities as a son. Well I've got one more year to get there. But, the least I can do is stay career oriented, Try to stay physically fit and give some peace to my mom's already worried life. I want to find a job right here in this place and settle down here. I don't want to go anywhere else. I belong here. (at least that's what I think for now.)
God, I've neglected you for so long. Systematic ignorance and laziness has brought me to a stage where I prefer not to take bath cause I'd have to spend time with you if I took a bath. From service to duty to obligation, I've brought down your worship to a stage where I can't recuperate all by myself. I hope to offer a better piece of myself some time later. Please help me get there.
May 2010 be a lot better year than 2009. May I find peace with myself. Peace with my surroundings. Peace with people I work. Peace with people I like.
1) I don't want to be turning all laila majnu about reddy leaving iit and stuff.
2) As ever, I have to improve my CG and this seems promising this time. This in fact is long due to be true. It'll happen this time. (yeah, lets kick ass) Mark my words.
3) I HAVE TO bring down my fat. This invariably has remained a fairy tale since my 11th class. :( Have to make it true atleast this time.
4) Is something that is out of my hands. It is in hands of a certain someone who will never make a move, and will never let me make a move and all I can do is hope I have sufficient time ( as in all time in the eternity) to make things work and finally make something happen in like next lifetime. (Good luck with that).
Coming again, there are more specific goals.
1) Starting with Jan, I need to confirm that I get DAAD scholarship successfully and I fly away Germany in Summer. (Damn! I wanted to spend more time with reddy :( ).
2. I want to learn JAVA, Python (and every other arbit programming language that will improve the weight of my resume).
3. I want to clear CFA (though the feeling is not strong yet, something tells me I'm gonna find a real need soon enuf.).
4. I want to stay physically fit. I have to do something before its too late. God why am I so lazy :( .
5. I have to trim out my long pending project with Prof. UC Gupta lest he starts taking out his vengeance on me. Quickly wrap up his project and get over the whole damn fucking thing asap. The guilt associated with this stuff is already killing.
6. I've lost a big deal of friends in last one year. I don't have many people to list as my favorites from kgp. Infact there might be a select 10. Life sucks when you lose friends. That is the last thing I want to do this year. I don't want to hurt anyone. Give all my friends opportunity, forgiveness and hope to be the best I can with them.
7. I want to fulfill all my responsibilities as a son. Well I've got one more year to get there. But, the least I can do is stay career oriented, Try to stay physically fit and give some peace to my mom's already worried life. I want to find a job right here in this place and settle down here. I don't want to go anywhere else. I belong here. (at least that's what I think for now.)
God, I've neglected you for so long. Systematic ignorance and laziness has brought me to a stage where I prefer not to take bath cause I'd have to spend time with you if I took a bath. From service to duty to obligation, I've brought down your worship to a stage where I can't recuperate all by myself. I hope to offer a better piece of myself some time later. Please help me get there.
May 2010 be a lot better year than 2009. May I find peace with myself. Peace with my surroundings. Peace with people I work. Peace with people I like.
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