Long time no blog

Today is not a day worth remembering to the date, but it wasn't any ordinary day. KGP life is changing. Maybe its because I'm seeing my future in this place. The inception of my final year at kgp isn't actually happening as planned. Infact there wasn't any plan. Things are happening as per the demand of the situation.

It was the convocation yesterday. Friends received their respective degrees. A jubiliation on their minds. Fab! Some experience.. I guess. While one part of my mind wonders I'm gonna miss them, other part shouts, 'you won't have that much f'in time dude!'. So many things to do, rumors have it that I'd most probably burn my ass out by the end of next 5 months. Wonder how they did it. (o.O)

These days I'm staying in constant touch with few of these aunties and uncles (as I would address them :D ), knowing how their life is after college. They say its busy. They say they're networking, working their ass off, no leaves, only one movie in the whole week (eeks!), awesome friends, they're dancing, hip hop-ing , shopping and more blah blahs. (good for them :PP)

Today while I was cycling by on a humid night on kgp roads at 1:30, all I see is couples holding hands walking nearby the insti, groups, depmates, hallmates, drunkmates, all spending and savoring their last few moments together at kgp in their cozy little spaces in some corner of the campus, the GolC, VGSOM, Bidhan Chowk, opposite SN, JCB canteen and where not. I mean its seriously here.. the last time, yet again for once and all. (and btw that IS some sight!!)

And in the midst of all this, I can't help notice that my psyche is changing. My attitude in this environment is changing gradually to that of a non-chalant, i-don't-care person. I'm drinking a lot of soft drinks- Sprite, Mirinda, Fanta, Limca (all courtesy Satyakam!). I'm shopping a lot spending money recklessly (:O :|). And mostly a stupid maturity that is killing my head. A maturity that is making me see through things, making me lose the fun out of it. But not the maturity that actually helps, the kind which makes me punctual and responsible and all that my mom prays for. (too much coverage I guess.. uff)

After a bottle of Dew at JCB, I was back in room some 15 minutes ago, and I felt compelled to blog today. Today was definitely no ordinary day @ KGP.