A silent contemplation
A life time of memories
on how much of a loser I've been
on how many friends I've lost and still counting
on why ego gets better whenever bridging an old gap
on why shy gets better when making a new path
on why there are so many random thought currents
that they can't even merge to make a poetic justice
A conscious introspection
A turbulence of daily routine
on how many activities have been planned on and left half done
on how involuntarily they have been planned
on how much effort is being made and with what sincerity
on why I'm obsessed about completing the task rather than enjoy it
on why I don't remember how much money I've spent today
on why the intensity of introspection is so much
that there is pain until I drain it as ink on my paper
A calm observation
A mild thrust of driving force
on how much has been achieved
on how many people have smiled because of me
on how many people care to make me smile
on how much I value what I've learnt past one year
after I thought I had learnt enough the year before
on how many good things life holds in store
that you can't wait to keep going non-stop.